我是华丽丽的被甩了么？

Sorry to read about what has happened to you but everything happens for a reason, for the greater cause or the other. I am sure it's a good thing for you that it happened sooner than later. But I hope this event gives you a clearer idea when it comes to choosing a bf/husband in the future. Only then you can experience what you have always craved for. A little bit of romance, a normal dine out etc. Good Luck!